redstone_1030: (Lyney!!)
redstone_1030 ([personal profile] redstone_1030) wrote2024-04-02 01:13 pm

Baby fever :((

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Hi guys, ive been hit with the BIGGEST wave of baby fever. Its not even funny anymore. I just think the thought of a little baby is nice. I like to imagine that they'd have my eyes and would be smiley and the thought of their little giggle ftufghkyjufyvh :(( I've been having vivid dreams of a baby and they're mine and the feeling of their little fingers gripping my thumb makes my heart ACHE. It makes my heart ache for my baby that I don't have. Every time I wake up and I want my baby and it makes me so upset.
It puts a pit in my stomach that I can't possibly explain. I don't know, I just needed to talk about this. The dreams have been going on for about two weeks and they're almost back to back.


-Lyney